Almost there

It seems like it's been a very long time.  It seems like there's still so much more time left.  I have a little over five weeks until I finally get to move to a new place.  Unlike all the other times, it happens this time.  Granted, all my financial planning I'd done for six months were undone last month, and I'm still having anxiety in being able to do this; but it's finally happening regardless.
No longer having to come home to a separated shared house.  It's a good feeling.  I mean, it will be.  I hope it will be.  I hope I haven't built up how much happier I will be when I finally move somewhere by myself.  I expect reality will finally kick in once I'm truly by myself.  It makes me nervous thinking about it.  And sad.
Yea.  It seems I'm at the precipice of fully coming to terms with the harsh reality of my situation.  This post was shorter than I'd intended.