Update

So, the last post was about me shutting down all my social media stuff.  After doing all that, I went and traveled, and manned to not need to check in our share things I saw. I mean, I did with texts to people I'm close to, and that was maybe 50% successful.
But the big thing I realized today is that for the past couple years, there's been no one that feels the need to know if I have landed safely.  That was humbling.  After over a decade of telling someone every time I land somewhere that I'm safe, there's no one to tell that anymore. I mean, Waffles is on my lap happy that I'm safe and home, but she's got no way of knowing until I come through the door.
Again, humbling.  Also, there's been more thoughts about how I'm ready for this all to be over.  Not by my hand, mind you; just the generic I'm old and I'm ready.  But, not to make this a theology post, I'm pretty sure there is no merciful God that in his or her divine wisdom had planned that my time is nearing its end.  So, I grudgingly trundle on.